Bad Week

I have had a cruddy week and i hate to be negative but im afraid that choir-o-rama week of "you know what" isnt going to be much better.

It all started with my big brother coming home. Don't get me wrong its not like i hate him or anything, its just that ryan being home means the sharing of the car has begun. Ryan also got a job. This means that every day i have to get up 30 minutes earlier than usual so i can ride in to school with my dad. I cant drive to lunch, i cant go home right after school, i have to wait for someone to pick me up now like a little freshman and i am just not very happy about it. I feel sort of selfish for expecting to have a car all to myself, but its just hard because every single one of my friends has a car at their disposal and its not like they want to drive 7 miles out to my house to pick me up so we can hang out. So that part stinks.

Then there is some stuff going on with many of my friends that i just dont understand. I feel like i dont even know half of them anymore. They have become totally different people recently and its like im the only one who isnt changing. Ps: thanks jen for being there.

Then there's choir-o-rama coming up...call me a choir nerd or whatever but i obsess over making choir-o-rama perfect and people in choir have just really been getting on my last nerve. First there's the people who goof off all the time and never learn choreography or vocals. Then there's the people who get really upset with those people and all you hear from them all period and during rehearsal is "shhhhhhhhhhh" and "can everyone just shut up?" One particular girl happens to stand right next to me or behind me in every segment that i am in for the show, she's loud and off key and she is a senior and it makes her mad that i am in front for all the songs and she is stuck behind me and cant be seen from the audience. Most of the drama at greenville starts in the choir...pathetic i know.

Then we have teachers. Thats all im going to say.....that and one other word.
Yearbook.

And on top of all that...every night this week i have been losing about 3 hours of sleep and i cant figure out the problem. I just wake up around 2 am and cant get back to sleep. So that doesnt exactly help the fact that im not a morning person in the first place.

I'm done ranting.
this just makes me mad all over again.
shoot...im so good at that